1.
In the rarest of scenarios, I met you.
In the most inconsequential way, we got talking.
At the most uncommon places, you dished out your name,
And received my longing hands of friendship.
sealing our connection with an exchange of contacts.
2.
My day, a lift had, at the sight of you,
And I was sure of a lift in life as well.
But I may not be who you really wanted,
Because I’m obviously, not like the rest of them,
As I may not have what the rest of them have.
3.
I do not only care about you,
I feel I've completely lost myself in you.
I do not only love you,
I’m completely in love with you.
But my fear is taking the best of me.
4.
Because I know I’m not family,
Cutting me off, I know, would be much easier.
I feel I belong to you, but do you belong to me?
I belong to no one, I can almost hear you say.
But in life, we always do not live only for ourselves.
5.
My greatest fear since I saw you,
Was being able to have you.
My greatest fear since I met you,
Was to push you away, living out my fear,
With my seeming temporary incapability.
6.
I’m sorry I fall short of your expectations.
I do the best I can, sadly, my best is rarely enough.
Should I pray, that you find what you are looking for?
But because I’m in love with you, difficult, it would be,
But what is love, if not sacrifice and more, including this one?
7.
If you placed side by side, happiness and joy,
Joy would I always choose, yet, want to be happy I am,
But to you, I wish it more so than anyone I know.
I know, I can tell, that you love me,
As I wish that my knowledge of it was enough.
8.
Everyone wants love but sadly, people hardly love.
The truth is no one does truly love,
Maybe we all don’t have the capacity to love,
Or we are all just too chopped in to let the capacity out.
Or maybe we just have rewired ourselves to be so.
9.
I came into this world alone and alone I’ve been in it,
surely, I know, alone shall I die as everyone must die.
Regardless of the fleeting moments, we have shared,
Of what seems to be heavenly, I can only wish.
That I don’t get drowned in myself by my own fears.
10.
Our fears have a way of coming through, they say.
I hope mine does not, it’s scary, living in that reality.
You deserve more, I know you do and, you would get more,
And I do hope it would be with me, somehow, I hope.
But now that it seems like I have you, my greatest fear is losing you.
DELUA.
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