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My Death-Feelings So Far – Part 1

By Costly Oma.

My Death Encounter Part - 1.

~~My Body Leaving My Body~~

My Death Feeling and Encounters part one Cover

Sometime in the first quarter of the year 2018, around 4 AM in the morning, while I was still in bed, I was woken up by a strong presence of what I can call death.

I felt this chilled cold sweep past me, from the soul of my feet to the crown of my head. It was so dramatic as I feel like the cold was swallowing me, starting from the soul of my feet to the crown of my head. As I got completely engulfed by the cold, I woke up.

I woke up and got down from the bed but I was still seeing myself lying on the bed. I stood up but it felt like I wasn’t the one standing as I was seeing another me lying in bed.

I was obviously at this point confused as to what was happening as I am both standing and lying down at the same time.

As I was yet to get my mind organised as to what was happening, I saw a thick dark cloud forming at the westside wall of the room. This thick dark cloud looks so dirty and it smells so bad.

As this cloud was forming at the westside of the room, I was just standing there, looking at its form and being unable to stand the smell. At this point, my attention has been taken away from looking at my lying body towards the cloud forming and its terrible smell.

My bed laps at the east side wall of the room at the time so this dark cloud was at the wall opposite the bed but the smell, I supposed has taken up the whole room.

As I was standing there, I awe not able to bear the smell, I suddenly saw that this dark cloud has started advancing towards me. As this dark cloud was about to get to me, an immaculate white cloud rushed out from the east side wall of the room and engulfed my lying body and reached out to my standing body and like it grabbed me and dragged my standing body, hitting it into my lying body.

Death Valley

At this point, my standing body and my lying body are now seen to be one body lying down on the bed but the white cloud still engulfed my body and the entire bed now. Gradually, this white cloud advanced and took over the whole room in a form of choking away the dark cloud. At this point, I wasn’t smelling the terrible smell of the dark cloud but I cloud still feel the smell down in my throat.

The white cloud came with a smell I cannot describe with words. It has this sweet presence. The only place I was feeling that terrible smell now was in my throat only. Somehow, the white cloud that came with that sweet smell could not enter my mouth to clear out that bad smell.

Lying down there on the bed like I was half asleep and half awake, I saw the white cloud fading away gradually and it got to a point that I woke up completely but gasping for breath like I drowned in the sea.

I gasped strongly and sat up forcefully while still gasping for breath. That went on for some time and I think that a cough or two eliminated the bad smell that was trapped in my throat. Gradually, my breath began to get normal and I fell back to the bed feeling so exhausted, tired and very weak.

At this point, I started saying words out loud to my hearing, not today, death, not today.

Death is inevitable as long as there is life. This encounter I had reminded me to always add death to my plans, for no one knows when it comes.

What shall we say to the god of death friends? Not today.

What shall we say to the cold sting of death? Not today.

Up until now, I’m still yet kicking, taking one day at a time.

… To Be Continued …


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